2017 May: New beginning?
Hello people! before I blog about my malacca trip let me do a short post here
Throwback to May. I think May was a pretty one
I have few gatherings with the love ones whom are the people that meant a lots to me
So start with the ccs squad girl!
We rarely took a group photo with nice clothes on seriously 😂
What we used to is wearing our homewear/ccsshirt/somethingcasual then meet up
As we normally met up randomly haha
2016 April's CCS DAY squad
will never forget the times we've spent together, happy farewell backup!
Coming up next will be my college bbssssss
This dinner has finally make it hahaha we planned it for 3 weeks before that
All of us are busying for life
It's getting harder to meet up with you girls dy :(
and finally jiaen bb birthday!
I realised it is getting harder to get a dinner date on :( even is birthday dinner
Idk how many times we've changed for this dinner...
Happy 20th birthday jiaen bb <3 Hope you like the celebration
ok comeback to myself
With this month, I've made a decision to start off with my own so called business?
It takes me more efforts to put in for my work and career
As many things I have to carry on, the times that I can leave for myself or others is....
Well, I think this is how life suppose to be
People are on their way to pursuit life, make dreams come true, for themselves, for future
So do I
Not to deny I'm having a deep stress and some depressions going on
Too much concerns, for awhile, I think I couldn't handle this anymore
What makes me to be determine, is the urge to see a good result after I've paid my efforts
I would not know how it end up will be, but I know if I didn't give my best, it won't be the best
No matter it is good or bad, at least I've tried, and will definitely do it better next time
At this age, I realized how important that family meant to be, same goes to every relationship
You can't live in this world without any relationship to carry on
Also, the importance of a mature financial as well as financial stability
Is not about I am greedy or what, as for me, I prepare the worst
So when I am able to do, I will do it and prepare for it
In case anything out of control or emergency has happened,
I am willing to overcome it or help
Selfishness is humanity
Without denied, I earn for my own more than for others
It doesn't mean that I am not willing to spend for my love ones
If there's more, why not? however I'll still take myself as priority
Even though I am tired, frustrated, fed up or whatever
You know you have to do so no matter how, you just have to
Somehow, when I reach certain point, I know I'm done
I need to rest, I couldn't take anymore
So at this moment, I really need someone who tell me is ok to be rest
instead of the one who's keep telling me
no, you must stay strong till the last, do not give up till the end
I am a girl, isn't ok to be weak as a girl?
I need someone by my side whenever I said I'm tired and stressed up
Tell me I need not to be so hardworking every time
is ok to rest for awhile.
People who really know me, you'll know I'm kind of determine person
What I said is just said. For emotional purpose only, I need some break you know
So whenever I said I want to give up, pls don't tell me that you can't, you have to be determine
just let me be, even i say I want to give up, how tired am I can you imagine it
At this moment I just need some words
I need comfort not motivations.
Will back with the malacca post on next! Stay tuned
btw positive vibes need desperately.
Last: 日子就是崩溃哭完醒来还是得继续 因为没有理由不继续